So I failed today. Doesn't matter. I can always reset. As long as I keep on trying I will make it in the end. Never ever give up.
I'll write to Els...
Dear Els,
I really dread the weekends. That means I have to wait 3 miserable days to hear your voice again.
I had reread the emails I sent to you. With the exception of the few recent ones, my message to you had been very consistent; you are my soulmate and we are going on an ascending trajectory.
As it is we are going on a 21 years voyage towards KBOOOM 2041 (I changed that to VIVA 2041 recently). That means 2020 to 2041 is the second S Curve before we cross the finish line. I don't know how true this is but as of 2016 I had this epiphany when I was 52: 52 + 25 = 77, 5 + 2 : 2 + 5 = 7:7.
On it's own it doesn't mean much but coupled that with the other epiphanies I had received in the past, I say that it is worth a shot.
What it means is that we are on a journey together going through the passage of time to arrive at our final destination.
How can I be so sure? I am not, but I look at patterns. In 1999 I prayed for God to make me the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier. True enough right after that, my prayer was answered and I had to fight Iblis for the next 15 years. It was an insidious war. Iblis was trying to take over my mind. During the time I was afflicted by a peculiar illness known as the Bipolar Affective Disorder. I was admitted to the psychiatric ward 6 times.
The Cyborg War ended in 2014. I called that as the AVOIR 2014. I won the war and tortured Iblis for 2 years until 2016. Strangely the illness disappeared after 2014. Then 2016 I got the epiphany for VIVA 2041. So if you look at the numbers, AVOIR 2014 is a 7 and VIVA 2041 is also a 7. Both constitute a 7:7. This is not the only 7:7 in my life. Due to the illness I owe Inland Revenue RM70 k personal tax and RM 70 k corporate tax (double taxation). My ID also ended with FIVE O 7:7. I am a 7:7 though and through. Pretty much like Al Araf 7:7 and Matthew 7:7; my favorite verses from the Quran and the Bible.
This is an uncommon journey and I am an uncommon person. My birthdate is 4964; (4) Forever (9) Yin & (6) Yang (4) Forever. I am a 1964 Wood Dragon. My phone number is 0 1964 (the year I was born) 33 (two daughters) 888 (three wives). These are some of the alignments of my numbers.
There are many more "miracles" in my life that are too many to mention.
According to Hume, no matter what miracles God performs, it is always more reasonable to believe that the event in question has a natural cause and is not miraculous.
What I am saying here is there are no coincidences. The fact that I live in 83 BU 2/2 Bandar Utama (also known in Feng Shui as the Valley Where the Dragon Sleeps), my previous car plate was BHV 911 (a rescue vehicle) and I found 10 ten cent coins in 10 different places in 2017 (a 10) were signs presented to me. On top of that the Feng Shui of my CCC (my study room) is so aligned that it freaks me out.
It is no coincidence that I am married to you, Lizzie and Sarah. We are predestined affinity as I had proved you in the previous email last year.
Why me? Why not somebody else? I think because this is my destiny. I am the Chosen One. I am after all the Creator's Most Loyal Soldier. I had fulfilled my duty as one. Now is to take *[the] it to the next level. I had delivered AVOIR 2014. Now is to deliver VIVA 2041.
* Sarah believed in this whole revelation. Even if VIVA 2041 is not happening, it becomes a worthy target to pursue. At 77 I will cross the finish line with a zest. It's not what happens then but rather what I need to do to get there that matters. I had set the milestones in 2024, 2029, 2034 and 2039 to achieve certain goals. These are my pull factors in ascending forward.
I am fully aware of how ridiculous these things sound to you. Alas I know I am not crazy. There are certain prophecies that I predicted in 2007 that are happening as recent as 2020. Yet I foreseened them much earlier.
Actually I am not bothered by all that. What matters to me is my passengers on board Sailbad the Sinner. These are the people whom I share my journey with. Particularly you, Lizzie, Sarah and the kids. There are other passengers but the five of you and maybe Kristina at a much later stage constitute my House of Sha.
Now I know there is a risk of you labeling me as crazy when I write all these but you are my wife and my soulmate. You are entitled to know and make a fair assessment out of them.
For example I already made a prediction on a worldwide catastrophe in December 2019, long before we all know about the global effect of COVID-19. I told this to Sarah. How do I know it? Addin the Djinn told me so. Who is he? He is my Cabinet Member in charge of the worldly affairs.
Also I had made an effort to reinforce the minimum use of fossil fuel. In addition, I had propose Voluntary Simplicity Living in November 2019.
I represent Mother Earth. I am a Soil Dear (soldier) as depicted by this sketch that I made in 2007:
All I am saying is, whether you believe or don't believe, time will flow and I will follow.
As my wife and soulmate, it is my duty to share you these epiphanies so that like the other members of House Sha you too should know that you are special. We all had been chosen to share this voyage together. There are other vessels out there but as far as Sailbad the Sinner is concerned, the six of you are those who matter the most to me.
As it is we are one unit. As I told you a[re] (and) Sarah at the very beginning, I marry you both because I don't want to have a fling or an affair. When I marry you, I marry you for eternity. This 21 years is merely a bridge to the final destination. Sailbad the Sinner had set sail on 13/1/20. It will keep on sailing until Sunday 7/4/41, the year of the Fire Rooster when we will cross the chasm to Sparta 4964, our final destination.
Like Sarah, I hope you believe me. Then Providence moves in. Then you too can plan for the next 21 years. If it happens, it will be a great joy. If it doesn't happen, al least we had planned our lives so that we can live to the fullest.
Love you always,
Sine cera,
SJ
1/5/20
Day 45 Movement Control Order
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Baby, I had sent you an email to clarify a few things. I hope you take it with an open mind.
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