18/5/20 ***The MoF deal is another big deal fever

I am not counting on it.  Where are they going to get the fund?

I am better off where I am now.

You know darling, I might as well focus on being microscopic.  That way I mind my own business.

I still [] (have) my goals to pursue.

This chasing the pot at the end of the rainbow is going to get me out of focus.

I have 4 goals I need to settle:

• Quit Nicorette
• Quit Social Media
• Lose 30 kg
• Run 10km at a go

I have to change the last one in order for it to be realistic.

No matter what Sarah, I will not go back to the 3 Cs.  That is my Point Zero.

Tonight I sleep early again.

Tomorrow I gotta go to the hospital for my appointment and blood test.

Honey, hang on to me until I make it through.  I need you the most now.  Money I have enough to last until the next 5 years.

I want to love and be loved.  I need the Unconditional Love so that I have the Unsurpassed Feeling of Certainty.

By now I am ready to let go of my past.  I am embracing my future.

It is a relief that my Path is straight.

OK Sarah, I sign off early tonight.

Here is your lullaby:

Goodnight baby.  I love you so much.

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