I woke up at 4:00 pm yesterday.
Let's just chat tonight.
How are you doing Sarah? Are you coping well with this new norm?
Although I am doing OK, I certainly had not built the momentum to exercise. I try to compensate by eating right. Apple for lunch should do the trick.
I am a bit agitated by the MCO. No hair cut, cannot service my cars. Also I don't have a routine to follow. My sleep is off too.
I am already over Els. She is just a passing limerence. I'm glad I'm not heavily hooked on her.
Most importantly I am now starting on a new phase altogether.
I am very certain that I no longer want to be a part of the rat race. Whatever I can nibble, I'll do it but as it is I am not looking at that direction anymore.
My future is based on minimal utilization of money.
Of course my 3 values are peace, sanity and robust health.
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At present I am looking at the training industry. The industry that I left 20 years ago. Now this industry is totally destroyed. Unless you are willing to go online, classroom training is completely gone. People like Glen are now obsolete.
Given one year from now, these training companies will have to change their delivery methodology or perish.
I like to see them perish. No reason for that other than to have a revenge on my associates. What do you know Sarah? 20 years later I have my revenge. It will be a sweet revenge too provided that Wan Mus compensate me with the finder's fee.
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Actually this is a slap on the face for those who are going for more and more expensive. However this is a dream come true for people like me. Instead of playing an offensive game, these people need to learn and play defensive game.
Now that the MCO will end on June 9, we can look at a much more desirable living condition.
In a situation like this, it is survival of the quickest.
Those who live on borrowing will suffer the most. In this situation, cash is king and food is queen LOL.
What an appropriate time. A few months after I got my EPF money and stabilized my life, we got hit with a crisis that effects the whole world.
Timing cannot be better. If 1999 I was caught with my pants down, this time I rise like a knight in a shining armor.
I paid for the house. That is a great feeling Sarah. I am now autonomous. I own this piece of real estate. I am a king of my own kingdom.
I paid all my debt to Lizzie. I paid for her car. Nothing can beat the feeling.
NO DEBTS AT 55! Finally I am a rich man. I have reserve and I have spare cash, These are my orchards. A small amount but at least now I can see my money grow. The payback is 10 years from now. By then I can give Lizzie RM10 k
On top of that I got 10 watches. That is the peak of my indulgence.
So what else do I need? I lived the life. Now I live below my means and I live in gratitude.
Come to think of it, all I need is money and food. Other than that I already got.
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Most of what I wrote here are repeats. I don't mind at all. For the first time I come out as a winner.
I thought I was in a bad situation with SJ&A. All I got was RM70 k backdated tax. Pal was screwed with RM2 million of debts. That is really a fuck up. He drives a Lexus and he has debt up to his neck.
I am not interested in the big deal fever anymore. I rather eat well and sleep sound.
I guess I have what others don't have; a purse that never runs dry and a fountain of overflowing love.
It matters much. Without these two combinations, I will not have stability in my life. Without stability there is no sanity.
As I said, I already got peace. Soon I will have sanity and robust health.
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