I want to prove that with just a little money you can still have a meaningful life.
If Munek doesn't give me RM2,000 this year, I have to make do with RM3,600.
That's all that I have to play with. Lizzie used to say, "It not whether it's enough. It's up to us to make it enough".
I guess RM3,600 is the bare minimum I need to make this formula works. If I cheat on my meal allowance, I get RM200 extra [] (every) month. Meaning I take the money but I don't eat. It is very tempting but considering that Lizzie is supporting me, I should not take advantage of her. Furthermore, I don't need the extra cash.
I decided to live a frugal life. I should stick to the plan.
Baby, I don't feel deprived at all. As a matter of fact I feel relieved that I don't have to juggle with financial burden anymore.
This is a nice problem to have. This is managing the surplus. It may not be much but it is still a plus.
Actually every year I have RM400 surplus for me to buy clothes. So things are not that bad.
You know Sarah, as I write this, my heart is flowing with love. It's a good feeling to know that I am in surplus.
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The morning walk had helped much. I am more positive with my outlook.
I cannot wait for me to be thin and fast again. I want to run pretty badly.
Well, I'll win one battle at a time. First, no Nicorette.
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