I slept like a log.
Then I found out that my Google Chrome is not working, I am using the Firefox as my search engine.
Today I will exercise in the afternoon.
What do I really want? Whatever I want materialistically I already got. Now is to go for my goals. That takes effort. That takes commitment.
I need to exercise on daily basis.
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Now that I don't believe in any religion, should I not believe in God and the afterlife?
I personally think that the two issues are separate. I [] (can) believe in God and the afterlife without believing in religion.
The next issue is accept that we are within God and God is within us. I[s] (If) God is the apple tree, then I am the apple. The tree is the apple and the apple is the tree. This is a very important concept. That means God is guiding me along the way. God decides on my servomechanism actions. I am just a conduit.
That means my communication with Els is just a mean for me to tell a story. Maybe the story is not meant for her. It is actually meant for me or somebody else.
All I need to do is move with certainty. I must be certain with Sailbad the Sinner's voyage. Of me ascending for the next 21 years. Then only my daily life makes sense. The end is the beginning. I need to make sure I follow the Personal Flight Path if I want to make it a success.
The question is, should I include Els as one of the passengers? Or Do I scale down to only you, Lizzie and the kids; the final Tetrahedron? If I do that then I omit everybody else that I listed earlier.
Maybe this is what it is. Just keep it small. After all my White Space now only consists of this 4. Back to The Tale of Two Genuses.
OK then, Sailbad the Sinner is only meant for my Tetrahedron. I make it really small. That way I will focus on those who really matter in my life. The rest are irrelevant.
What I am saying really is that I will continue to live a solitary life. Just me and this blog.
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