I am through with thinking in ambiguity. From this point on it is about dealing with certainty. Things that are nebulous are a waste of my time. Pal and Munek are high uncertainties to me. I am ready to cut them off. I let them decide on what they want to do next. I am not going to push them either way.
At least now I am certain with Els. She is still Pigeon Tame but at least she is definite.
Midnight thoughts 🤷♀️ if someone can fall asleep soundly, knowing that you're crying and in pain and hurting BECAUSE of them and what they did, then you need to let go of that relationship/friendship.
That was on the eve of Hari Raya. Now that she is experiencing loneliness, I can more or less relax on her.
She is just a kitten Sarah. I don't have a heart to play hard ball with her.
I like to think that the message was for me. After all I rejected her:
There had been a mistake. Kinokuniya reprocessed an earlier order they cancelled. So you will receive 2 books from me. These are my last gifts. I'm ready to move on. Take care sweetie.
As I told you, Els doesn't like to be dumped.
Come to think of it, if I cannot win her over with sincerity, I don't know what else I need to do to win her.
So now I know she loves me. Her game is not complex although she is emotionally complex. Unlike you; your thoughts are complex but you are emotionally simple.
Right from the very beginning I know you love me very much. That is why I have an Unsurpassed Feeling of Certainty with you. My relationship with Els is like a rollercoaster.
She swings like a Bipolar person LOL. A highly emotional person.
As for you Sarah, you are a very stable person emotionally. Once in a blue moon I saw you got excited but overall you are a pretty cool person. However when you get excited, you cannot contain your excitement. Very rare...
One thing I don't quite understand though is you were very confident about getting the money from Larry Page. Many times that happened. You must know something I don't. I bet since the time we planned for the RM97 million, he had lost a few billions.
The COVID-19 was heaven sent. While I am unaffected, the rest of the world are paying their "taxes". I did warn you all didn't I?
Well Sarah, my Eternal Flame, time for me to sleep. I try to wake up at 6:00 am tomorrow.
In the meantime, think about our ascend on Sailbad the Sinner. As the inscription states, "Everything Going Smoothly".
Bye now...
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