After so long living in the Alternate Reality Dimension, I now beginning to come to term with the Physical Reality. It is quite a relief to be firmly grounded.
I don't really know, either I was disillusioned due to the illness or because I smoke pot, I was living in a different paradigm altogether.
Now that I had awakened, I realized that all the thoughts that I had while I was in the old paradigm were pretty much thoughts of a distraught person.
I would not have recovered this fast should I not have all the necessary supports to be well again.
You may conclude that I am not an ambitious person by forgoing the opportunities around me. Well, as it is I rather keep my eyes on the Vision Quest while keeping my Values Alignment in check.
Health and happiness is a conscious effort. I cannot leave it to chances. Today I manage to have apple for lunch but at night I still eat 2 servings of rice.
I need to eat apple with butter.
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