I try again and sleep at 2:00 am.
In the meantime I want to understand certain things about my IP Sale.
Honey, in the past, you are very confident that we will get the money. Is it for real or you are just playing around?
Is it for real? I really want to know.
If you ask me now, its not going to happen.
I want to know for sure so that we can settle this issue once and for all.
Am I going to get paid?
I guess that's a no then.
Well if that is the case, I will take money out of the equation.
The challenge is still time and money but I manage with what I have.
If you can live with this current condition, I am fine with it.
What I need to do is set my mind on this current condition and adjust accordingly.
Is there a future in this kind of relationship? Well, is there a future? If there is then the relationship will endure.
I certainly will make do with what I have now to create a desirable future for me. That doesn't need much money. But if I am thinking about the House of Sha, then as I said, with Els on board I need at least RM20 million.
We need the Money Tree for all of us to sustain a livelihood.
So I am willing to consider RM20 million as the new figure.
I am telling you all these so that I don't hold back my thoughts on anything. Especially the money part.
However I am mentally prepared for no money whatsoever except what I have now.
Seriously speaking, I am at the sweet spot right now. All I need is some money for my sustenance.
Maybe this is what it meant to be. As it is now my requirement is very minimal. I already know what I need the money for in five years time.
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I will then exclude any financial requirement beyond what I personally need.
So this is my life for the next 21 years.
I can live with that. What about you Sarah? Do you think this is a sustainable life?
Even if we are not looking at 21 years, I am looking at life one year down the road.
That is when Lizzie retires. I wonder what sort of adjustment I got to make. I will not have much "me" time after that.
Look Sarah, if nothing works, I will still be doing what I am doing for the next 21 years. I created this sweet spot. Certainly I can sustain it.
Throughout the year I had perfected my lifestyle to accommodate my limitations. That is why I need to remain microscopic. I need to minimize expense.
As I told you before, I am a Domestic Rat. I am a survivor. I should be able to survive with bare minimum.
They say the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence. In my case I intend to make my grass greener.
The reason why we need brain is because we need to move. So movement is important. I will make sure I keep on moving. Not as a jetsetter but as an Athlete4Life.
That is my goal. I got to move daily.
The Masai can live on the land. I should live on my 10 km radius.
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You know Sarah, I will keep writing as long as I live. The effect of exercise is tremendous. Because I had exercised for the past 3 days, I can write profusely again.
I read too. So I stick with my plan: Read, run, write, repeat. Heck, I hardly need to use money. This MCO is the test for it.
As little as I have, I can still buy things for Els. My life is truly blessed.
In Age of Empire my situation is akin to a player who had lost everything except his township and a villager. I need to sparingly use my resources to build my Empire again. That takes 10 years. Then another 10 years I launch an attack. That is when I settle my tax.
Actually I don't need to settle the tax. Its not that I want to travel abroad. But then I don't have any other use for the money.
I am happy the way I am. Lizzie and the kids will take care of me. Maybe when I am old and frail I need more money for my medication. But then, I look at my parents. They manage.
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I am the luckiest guy in the world. I am poor but I have the affection of five women. I will not trade it for anything in this world.
So as inscribed on the sail of Sailbad the Sinner, Everything Going Smoothly.
Now is to focus on the two Holy Grails: Diet and Exercise... To be thin and fast. That is the key to health and happiness.
I had reduced the equation to the very basic. It cannot get simpler than that.
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