6/5/20 ***I had resolved the issue with Els

I resolved this issue:  Rather then I suffer, I will keep contacting Els.  Until one day she says no and rejects me.

As for you Sarah, I will continue to write in "stereo" (to both you and Els) because you seemed more participative when I do that.

It will be nice if you are more active when I write to you alone.  However that doesn't happen too often.  Hence I decided to change my style a bit.  I write to both you and Els.

I need to be mindful not to information overload her.  Maybe I just do that during MCO.  After that I let her be.

She is not a detail person.  She tends to generalize things.  Pretty much like a kid.

So Yati agrees to the idea.  It's just email.  She is not losing anything.

I want to sleep early tonight.

Here is your lullaby Sarah:

My darling, have a good rest and stay safe.  Goodnight.  I love you so much.

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