I was riding the plane with Princess and Mopey. Princess was in her preteens while Mopey had not entered school. We are from overseas going back to Malaysia.
I am always amazed by the intensity of my dreams. They were very vivid; as if they were real.
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On the other hand we have the nicotine withdrawal. Although very mild, I feel a wave of sadness sweeping inside me. As if my life is worthless. I am going through the depression. This will last for 2 weeks.
I need to break the addiction if I want to excel. Looks like Nicorette is my only vice. I don't even drink coffee anymore.
I'll break the Nicorette addiction this Ramadan. After all, there is no value in the addiction. It just makes you hooked to it and hijacks your happiness.
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I cannot help it. Lizzie has stock and I feel a slight panic not having Nicorette. So I caved in.
They had loosened MCO. Can exercise outdoor again, 6:30 am - 7:00 pm.
I look forward to it.
I need the outdoor pretty badly.
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Let's focus on a short term goal. We are talking about the whole month of May.
I think I'll do morning and afternoon exercise. Nicorette is much harder to quit. I need to be in a sanguine mood.
OMAD is something I can work on too.
I feel so elated today. Finally after 46 days, I can walk in the park! I need this so badly.
Now I need persistency to achieve my 3 MCO goals.
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