I decided to do some serious house chores instead.
What do you think of this Pal guy Sarah? You think I can count on him?
[10:16 AM, 5/29/2020] sharudinj: Now Pal, the moments we had together I will prepare a scanty framework because it involves two people's perspective. The mind generalizes, deletes and distorts. We remember different things differently. So I like to know the scope you want to cover. Then I can visualize better the whole framework.
[12:35 PM, 5/29/2020] sharudinj: I tried to conceptualize the framework, in the end I figured, it's best you take the lead here and I follow your cue. Let's try free flow. I have some ideas but I cannot crystalized them into a storyline yet.
[12:38 PM, 5/29/2020] Perth Pal Singh: Let go and let god bro. We are mere pawns in this game. To think other wise is to live in an illusion
[12:43 PM, 5/29/2020] sharudinj: Aye aye O Captain my Captain
[12:44 PM, 5/29/2020] sharudinj: Hey brother, I like your mental model much.
I personally feel that I am better off being alone. This is just an attempt to fit in. I don't really fit in. I am a solitude creature.
I'm happy living by my own belief systems and values. Still I am doing all these because I have a message to convey to the world. Once I had done that, I am back into seclusion.
I'm happy just writing my thoughts away without the care in the world.
Then again, this is another thought invasion. What is the end game? Back to Age of Empire. In the end it is about conquest. The end game is Empires of the Minds as for now.
The game is SNAP VANISH. If I do this every time I say it, I will be as successful as the Mongolian Horde.
This time I make sure I will do it. I must take that I am the Hor[v]e (Horde) vs an empire.
Gosh Sarah, what have I gotten myself into? I am putting unnecessary stress on myself.
I am already in a Sweet Spot. I am just asking for trouble. I am having one foot in an uncharted water. There are high uncertainties here like when I am dealing with Munek. In the end, will I be happy?
Am I doing it for my own happiness?
That is yet to be determined.
Pal is occupying my thinking space. I don't like it.
I want to get back into my comfort zone, nibble and run.
Later Sarah, I want to take a short nap.
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