From now on there is no Jibrail and what not.
I cannot speak to matters. These are all part of the delusion.
No djinns and demons either.
There is nothing for me to latch on. All are distortions.
Forget about everything.
I am not carrying over anything from the past except God and afterlife. Then the Feng Shui is just a symbol.
VIVA 2041 is my personal goal in life. There is no constructive destruction.
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If I want to be a Nothing, I have to start with nothing. As long as I think I am a something, I can't be a Nothing.
However I have to believe that my future is going to be OK.
Beyond atoms we are energy. So I believe that I am an everlasting energy.
Fuck all the past beliefs in religion and what they tell you in the scriptures. Those are false beliefs carried over through time.
I only want to carry with me empowering belief systems. So I believe in the Feng Shui and my destiny. In the end I place my bet on God and the afterlife.
Keep it small and simple.
I should not have accepted the invitation to do the podcast. It is bad for my overall well-being. I am exposing myself to the masses. Here I am trying to avoid the masses and yet I am making myself public.
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In the end I want to remain microscopic. No need to involve others.
If money is the issue, then address the money issue. So far that is not the problem. I have money even though I don't get any money from Munek.
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The Feng Shui is just a symbol. That is just a reminder that Everything is Going Smoothly. A statement of direction.
DO NOT COMPLICATE THINGS.
You don't know what will happen in the future. So no need to plan to far ahead.
One thing I know, I am happy when I write to you and listen to Els.
We'll keep it at that.
Well, time to say goodbye Sarah.
Here is your lullaby:
YOU SAY
Below is the closing remark of my Tale of a Bipolar Survivor podcast.
Notice something? I concluded the podcast with your credo :)
I am now your avengalist baby...
Love you always.
My message here is mental illness is a serious matter. 1 out of 4 people are suffering from some sort of mental illness. What is more terrible than the illness is the social stigma about the person with the illness.
The quick and short conclusion people have when a person is mentally ill is that "Dia tu dah gila". When you do that you shut off the possibility of knowing the person's sufferings.
I had suffered much but I recovered because there are people who love me very much and they stick to me though the thick of things. I call these people my soulmates (men and women alike). Kind souls who I want to be with for eternity. Not many but those that are close to me are definitely worthy to be called soulmates.
So borrowing the phrase from a soulmate, "If you can't find a kind person, be the kind person".
Today I am a firm believer that no matter what is your problem in life, love is the answer.
Even if it is a money problem.
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