5/5/20 ^^^Of Ikigai and everything nice

Actually I need things to do to fill my time.  So even I have one client for my Online Management Coaching I will be fine.

This is an Ikigai

Once I focus on things that require thinking, Els is just cloud in the coffee.

Just like writing the blog, I am doing it for pure enjoyment.

Now is 4:10 pm.  I will stop clawing the keyboard by 5:30 pm and get ready to exercise.

My life should be based on the Ikigai.

My mission is to reach my full potential as a human being.  That include to help others reach their full potential.

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Gosh...  I reread my email to Els.  Now I have a change of heart.  I should hold on to her.  I noticed you supported that stand.

I hold on one more day...

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Actually I don't need to reject her.  Just maintain as it is.

[12:23 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Aku sihat, tapi aku nak nasihat mu pasal ppuan sikit
[12:24 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Aku sekarang ni tengah dilamun cinta, tapi tak berbalas
[12:24 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Tapi dia tak reject aku
[12:24 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: So aku serba salah
[12:24 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: I have nobody to talk to
[2:04 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Alamak!!!
[2:04 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: 😅
[2:05 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: It Takes Time .. really..

Just remain "persistent" 
Don't over do it ya
[2:07 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: This is the Indication she is in healthy "normal phase" of communication ..
[2:07 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Positive
[2:13 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Cerita ni dah 2 tahun
[2:15 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Kalau ikut kawan2 ppuan aku, she is just being polite.  Sebenarnya she is not interested
[2:22 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Interest is to be created, doesn't grow of the air.
[2:23 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: 😊
[2:23 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Develope it, cunningly
[2:24 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Kalau aku dapat pun minah ni, aku tak tahu mana nak letak
[2:25 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Tapi aku suka dia
[2:26 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: She is funny, playful and goofy.  I am not thinking of and affair.  More like having a pet.
[2:30 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Ha ha!!
[2:31 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Pet..
[2:31 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Anak kucing
[2:31 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Saja suka main2
[2:31 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Pussy cat
[2:33 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: OK dok ada anak kucing?
[2:33 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Mu kena nasihat aku ni.  2 ppuan kata lupakan saja
[2:35 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Anak kucing ni kalu nak bela, must be very careful..

Your other half better not smell it at all ya..
[2:35 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Aku main Tweeter and email aje
[2:36 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Beli hadiah
[2:36 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: macam pet...
[2:37 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Amboi..

Make sure hadiah tu directly pertaining to her daily usage and of her interests
[2:38 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: aku beli jam, hoodie, buku...  Benda yang practical
[2:38 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Buleh "guna"..
Avoid flowers or any object of display..

Instead, yg mana dia buleh guna
[2:38 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Superb..!!
[2:38 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: What does she do?
[2:39 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: She is TraXXfm DJ
[2:39 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Oooo my ..
[2:40 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Apasal?
[2:40 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: She is  a public figure..
[2:41 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Mudah di expose n viral in case neglignce..
[2:41 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Aku tweet dia, dia respond dengan lagu.  Tapi email jarang sangat jawab.  Kalau jawab pun pendek dan formal.  Dia kata dia tak suka texting.
[2:42 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Aku dah head over heel dah
[2:43 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Get her intonPM voices thru wassap ... more focus and personal
[2:43 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: tak dapat...
[2:43 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: I say
[2:44 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: masaalahnya aku takut aku ni syok sendiri
[2:44 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: dia biasa aje
[2:44 PM, 5/5/2020] Amin Boyo: Ha ha. 

Yupp... don't jump in yet..

Develope it up
[2:46 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Aku nak drop aje.  Kalau dia tak interested.  Aku tak faham woman's psyche
[2:48 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Aku rasa aku muka tebal pun ada.
[2:48 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: hidung tak mancung pipi tersorong sorong
[4:12 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: What do you think?  Adakah aku ni cari penyakit?
[4:40 PM, 5/5/2020] sharudinj: Aku fikir balik, I'll take your advise.

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Sarah, I need you so badly now.  Gosh I don't know what to do with Els.  I like her Sarah...  I don't know if she likes me.