2/4/20 ^^^Meanwhile back in Terabithia

Assuming that my Path is straight and my Vision is true, then I think I want to keep things very personal.

That means I just want the passengers of Sailbad the Sinner to be as small as possible.  So here is the minor revision:

Who should be on board Sailbad the Sinner: My Tetrahedron: Lizzie, Sarah and the kids Crew 36 Intipadu (the prime) Djinns and Demons Legion X My HOTS only Sharudin Jamal & Associates since 1999 The Army of Slyman/Soloman Those who believe in Dreams of Mirrors

There, Kristina is a HOTS, she is no longer an Executive Queen.  I am not dumping Els entirely.  She is a HOTS.

That means I only deal with these two in the afterlife.

As far as my present life is concerned, I only deal with the Tetrahedron.

Brb, dinner...

That way I make it real small.  Other that the Tetrahedron, I have Yati and Azzue.  Now it is no longer Crew 36.  I only talk to Chester the Jester.

The idea is to remain small.  Look at it this way, even with just one addition, Els, the equilibrium got affected.

So certainly the less is better.

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I am not stopping at the Adjoining Croissant.  I drop the passengers and I will proceed to the White Space.

As [] (I) *[right] (write) this I can feel how unreal this whole thing is.  This is nothing more than a fantasy.

*  What are you saying Sarah?  You no longer believe?  I find it's hard to have interest in the afterlife anymore.  I am more keen to live in the now.  Then when I die, I'll worry about it when I cross the bridge.

I am not interested to play game with Els anymore.  I want to be real.  No mind games nothing.

What is real then?  The Tetrahedron.  The 4 of you are real.  That's about it.

This is the backdrop:

This is now my vision statement.  This is saying that let's park the afterlife in the future and lets focus in the present.

The afterlife might as well be glorious and everything.  However that is not where my focus should be.  If you look at the photo, everything is there.

Yes, I am crazy alright.

That's why I am not going to tweet Rex or Els.  Consider that a close case.

What I'll do is I just set the photo as my inspiration and I will live within my fantasy.

I don't know what the hell I am doing anymore.

I think the best is having the afterlife as the backdrop like the photo.  Then at the forefront just focus on the now.

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