I am going through cognitive dissonance right now because I feel bad mistreating Els. If I have no remorse about what I did, I could have dumped her at a drop of a hat.
Let's face it. Prior to her response I was about to dump her anyway. That's how insignificant the relationship was.
I have to be decisive in my action. Look at the overall benefit of the relationship. It was a downward spiral. It's not going to get any better,
Look at it this way, she had not responded to my input and then when she did, it's about me fat shaming her. That shows that the other things I mentioned to her were irrelevant.
I am going to walk tall and move on with my life.
I wanted to live 3 years in isolation. This is a good time to proceed with the plan.
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In the end, what counts is the Vision Quest. If I make it, I am a success. If not, then I am nothing more than a dreamer.
Life is nothing more than a strange illusion. Even my life with you is just an illusion Sarah.
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