#traxxfm Hey Els, I hope you had simmered down. I'd thought about what I said and boy do I feel bad. I missed you so much honey. Let's start on a clean slate. I'll be nice from here on, I promise.
There, I broke the silence.
I am a sucker...
But truthfully Sarah, I rather concede and be happy than uphold my ego. I like this girl Sarah. She makes me laugh.
#traxxfm Let's put it this way... I like you. Rightfully I should feel good about it. *No[w] (Not) the other way around. This past 2 weeks had been bad for me. I feel terrible. I miss you so much... Plse Els, let it pass. *External intervention.
#traxxfm You used to make me laugh. I still laugh at you Tiktok clips. So it makes no sense that I feel terrible when I contact you. You are my darling angel...
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Ah yes, we suppose to discuss about my affinity to Els.
Looks like I feel better when I am in good terms with her. She is my sunshine. Even you agree that she supposed to make me feel good.
I think I'm addicted to her. No, I know I am addicted to her.
When in doubt, do the right thing.
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My darling Els,
I think I am addicted to you.
For 2 weeks I felt terrible not contacting you.
All this while, you made me laugh. You had been my sunshine. I look forward to listen to you on Mondays and Thursdays during the MCO.
So when I didn't *[] (listen) to TraXX the past 2 weeks, I feel very bad.
* You too huh Sarah?
What I did though is watch your Tiktok clips. You really make me happy Els. I cannot live without you.
So I hope you had simmered down. It will be a great loss for me not being in contact with you. I told you that you are my Dream Girl.
I'm really sorry that I had a weird sense of humor.
Love you always,
SJ
13/4/20
Day 27 Movement Control Order
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#traxxfm I wrote you a short email. Oh yeah, you Best DJ of the Year Award delivery was cancelled because of the MCO. I will try again after they resume business as usual.
I think she is OK now.
So that's all it takes to fill up my cup. After that I can resume my activities as usual.
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Her choice of songs are terrible today. I don't understand why people like listening to the Korean songs.
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