So the immediate one is to focus on OMAD in Ramadan. I have to do it. I am like a castrated cat right now. Just eat and sleep.
I am changing my radio station once again. I am listening to Absolute Classic Rock.
I am seriously considering doing a 4 hours a day Live Chat Agent work. I need to stimulate my brain. Actually I don't need it if I can chat with you. Nevertheless, there are so many things we can do to chat. Beyond that I am really killing my time.
This MCO is becoming hazardous to my health. I vegetate...
I had been having a splitting headache for the past 2 days. It never happened before.
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I looked at the Live Chat Agent work. Given the right company, it is a doable job. As a part timer I probably get paid RM1000 a month.
Then I started thinking, WTF... My time now is cash. I don't have issue with money. I only need to spend time to be productive. Right now I have too much of the good stuff that it becomes a suffering.
This MCO is actually affecting me. I became a slob to the max. I cannot go on like this. Just when I thought it cannot get any worse, I found out that I just hit all time low.
I watched the new Tom Hanks movie about Mr Rogers Neighborhood. I just realized that I have a serious issue in my life. Here I am already past the worst phase of my life and I am having challenges to MOVE NORTH.
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That's what it is Sarah, I have no major issues. Well I am not in good terms with my parents but that is an intermittent issue so much so that it is no longer an issue.
My challenge now is to manifest my vision. Maybe it is the MCO, I don't know. Mopey made a good suggestion. Do the elliptical while wearing the underwear. Make it as simple as possible.
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I got to sleep.
Here is your lullaby honey:
Goodnight Sarah. I love you so much.
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