That's what it is really. She is just a digital persona. Nothing more to it. Now I have 2 options. I have 247 Continuous and I have Flyfm. Change the channels, I change the stations.
All the time, I have a choice. I should not get entangled in a downward spiral.
Even if I listen to her, I can disassociate my feeling from her. No big deal.
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Let's look at things that matter. As it is now nothing matters more than our overall well being. First in place is mental health. For the past 20 days I was mentally stable except some hypomania. So even with Els retaliating, I am not emotionally affected. However, I do feel a bit bored staying in the house not being able to enjoy going out.
Oh yeah... Last night I had a word with the S Dragon. He said if I want to be just me and my Tetrahedron on the Sailbad the Sinner, it is acceptable. So what will happen to Crew 36, I asked?
He said they will go straight to the Tip of the Adjoining Croissant as Al Araf 7:7.
Basically Sailbad the Sinner will be just us. I said I like that very much. That way 83, BU 2/2 is what it is now, my vessel for the next 21 years.
That means I don't even deal with Crew 36. I only deal with my Tetrahedron for the next 21 years.
Now if I want to talk to somebody, I talk to Chester the Jester. The rest of the passengers will have to take other vessels.
I now have Sailbad the Sinner only to the 5 of us.
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