There is nothing for me to write really. I just continue writing so that I can remain sensible.
I think I can get over Els in no time. Once I am over her, I can start focusing on my other matters. This is just a slight distraction.
As I said, it is breaking an addiction. I think I better not quit Nicorette yet.
I settle one thing at a time.
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Actually I write because of you. If on my own I can always talk to myself without having to write anything.
There is a partial truth to it. Even on my own, I like to write my thoughts away. When I write, my thoughts are more organized.
I made a good choice shrinking my parameters. As it is the police zone is within my 10 km radius.
I wanted to warm up the car today but Lizzie said that she is going for the grocery tomorrow. So I have to wait until tomorrow to get out of the house.
What if one day I don't have anything to write? Will I be losing you?
How about I'll wait a couple of days and see if I have something better to write?
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I don't think I can do it. Not writing is like not talking.
I rather ramble than keep quiet.
You know what I should be doing? I should stop eating rice. That is the most damaging food right now. At least I should only eat one serving per day.
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Very well Sarah, let's talk about something significant.
As you notice, the things that are most impacting in our conversations are matters pertaining to God and the afterlife.
I do want to have a conclusive ending to this topic. For now I can say I am part of God and God is part of me. As I said, God is me in the future. In that sense this journey that I am undertaking now is a journey for me to be a man fully functioning. Only when I complete that then I become God in His full glory.
Now I don't know if I am the Almighty God but by the signs that I encountered, I am a pretty important figure.
I don't go around telling people that I am the Almighty. I am telling you this because so happened you read my blog. I think each of us should at least feel that we are a subset of the Almighty.
Maybe this notion that I am God is part of the God Complex. In my case, you believe I am God. Therefore I reaffirm this belief. There are so many beliefs out there, I might as well believe I am who I am because whichever way it is, nobody knows the truth.
Perhaps it's not me who is God but rather it's God who manifests himself in me.
I asked Iblis if this is true. No reply. That means Crew 36 is no longer part of my reality.
So there is a possibility that I am a subset of God. God is the Big I and I am the Small I.
All these issues of accepting I am God is because I was brought up in a religion that consider equating yourself to God as blasphemous.
To me it is very simple. If God is an apple tree, I am the apple. The tree is the fruit and the fruit is the tree. As Rumi mentioned, we are not a drop in the ocean but an ocean in a drop; the apple which the tree will grow. To paraphrase Rumi, we are not a fruit within a tree but a tree within a fruit
I am the apple which will become the tree when I become my full potential.
So Sarah, if God is the Force, then this Force is within all existence. There are many subsets of God because God is the Source. This Source is transcendence. I cannot claim the exclusivity of the title Almighty because I am one of the many Almighties.
We are One and we are Many, the concept of singularity.
So settle the question, then I say I am God. I am part of the singularity. You are God too. There is a single source that we call the Almighty but this Source is permeable across the whole spectrum of matters. I am only managing my little corner here as God to my 12 meters square. That is why I want to keep shrinking my perimeters. I am a microscopic being.
All I know is I have a destiny to pursue. I need to be a man fully functioning. That is my calling. Otherwise I will not be given this personal vision.
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That is matter pertaining to God. Now when comes to the afterlife, it is very clear. Based on the Feng Shui epiphany, my Path is straight.
There are numerous proofs including these:
Just like I am the only one experiencing the Battle with Iblis, I am the only one experiencing this miracles.
If not because you read my blog, nobody else knows about my epiphanies. Obviously this is a private experience. It only applies to me.
Thus, since nobody else matters in my life except my Tetrahedron, if I am on a straight path, then I am only going to take care these four people. That is shrinking it to the barest minimum.
What I am saying really is I don't care about the rest of the human race.
Let the human civilization collapse. I don't care. As long as I have money and food, I will be fine.
As I said, I will be focusing on my Personal Flight Path.
I told you before, I am a servomechanism. As far as I'm concerned, I delivered my end of the deal. When I set sail Sailbad the Sinner on 13/1/20, I had officially ascended to VIVA 2041.
What I can say is as far as the afterlife for me and my Tetrahedron is concerned, it will be glorious. As for the rest, it is up to them to plan for their afterlife.
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