Luckily my mood is OK.
I'll read while waiting for Els.
I am on chapter 2 Think and Grow Rich Action Pack.
What are my burning desires?
- To be able to run 21 km Hill Run in the next 3 years
- To accumulate RM70 k in 10 years time
- To win Els approval by end of this year
- I want to finish reading all my books
So today I SNAP VANISH. Let's play it by the ears. I think I play with her. I waited the whole weekend to play with my pussycat.
I play it by the ears today. I can't seem to jive with her songs today. Anyway it is good to SNAP VANISH once in a while. I'll wait until she plays Never Enough.
#traxxfm I waited the whole weekend to hear your voice. This is my "can't find kindness be the kind person" effort: youtube.com/watch?v=jStNaV This song remind me of you. Enjoy...
Whaddaheck... A dopamine hit is a dopamine hit.
Then I retreat. No worries whatsoever. She is a sitting duck. All I gotta do is establish the positive assumption like, women like to be pursued.
The caveat is the attack need to be localized. It cannot be a shotgun approach.
What option do I have? Keep quiet and sulk?
Not my style.
Gosh... The songs are terrible.
#traxxfm When I listen to you I am inspired to write. Today I am writing about my thoughts as I read the Think and Grow Rich Action Pack. You think you can spin me Never Enough? I wonder what is the impact of that song to my thoughts now.
Another attack. Every attack is inching forward the trench.
This is the nature of the game. The battle is won one bit at a time. Always be kind. That's the name of the game. This is to test if she submits. A worthy attempt.
If not for anything else, the tweets are meant to spearhead the ideas for me to keep on writing.
With her it is always an indirect approach. She dare not use the direct approach. So I got to be patient.
After all she is a pussycat. Not a pri[c]e (pride) of loins like my family.
You know Sarah, the lesson I got from Think and Grow Rich Action Pack is you got to be persistent. That means you need time and money. I am playing a small game considering the massive return I am getting. What is the option? If I don't play this game there is no other game to play.
So I guess I keep on playing. How long does it take? One year? Two years? I can wait. Time is on my side.
This is the only thing that is good coming out from the MCO. I have a captive audience.
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I admit, I have nothing better to do. Now I cannot menyakat her. As I said, my resources are time and money. How can I lose? Time is unlimited, money is sufficient. So I just use them wisely. It is just a game. If I look at it as a board game, then I just consider the game is a long term game.
Patience is always a virtue. This is the only game I am playing right now. So I should play to win.
In a way, I am like playing any game out there. When you play a game, the mindset is not much in winning but to feel good playing.
She likes being pursued. I can tell. What a pussycat. She plays Buttons by Pussycat Dolls.
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Sarah, my darling... This is me spending on my cash. What a life. I had created a niche for myself. What else do I do? This is solid 6 hours of bliss unless the songs suck.
Notice how much I had written? Now that is neurogenesis.
It doesn't matter if what I write is mundane. The point is I manage to write.
Eventually I will get bored playing with this pussycat. I don't know when, but as for the MCO period is concerned, she is my best option.
Today she is reminiscing about her past relationship.
So I just let her be.
In a way she is a crazy chick. I should [] (not) let a crazy chick set the pace for me to be happy.
Just treat her as a pet.
So once in a while a pet can scratch you. So what? I decided to keep her as a pet. I might as well let her scratch me.
What can I say? Either that or 6 hours of void.
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Another way I can play this game is to psychoanalyze her. She is a touchy feely girl.
She is still into me.
#traxxfm I am so happy that you played the song. Here is for you honey: youtube.com/watch?v=zlJDTx Thanks for being a darling...
don't wanna be lonely, just wanna be yours
#traxxfm Oh maaan... Today's playlist is SUPERB. The dopamine hit will last me until the wee hour of the morning. Excellent show honey...
#traxxfm You know sometimes you listen to an amazing song and somehow don't quite know who to address it to? Well now I know where to park that song.
#traxxfm I tell you a secret... For every song you play, I read the lyrics. I try to get to know you through your songs. Just like with me it's Maiden, Maiden and more Maiden LOL
As you can see, the attack is subtle but potent.
She played the Selena Gomez song...
#traxxfm You see Els, this is why I like you so much: You are like this giant reservoir with never ending flow of water. Always something to look forwards to albeit your songs, Tick Tocks and Vlogs. You are a ball of energy...
Of course in the hand of a master an old violin makes beautiful music...
#traxxfm You make me happy by making me brings out the best in me. youtube.com/watch?v=czB8R2 I am trainable you know
(See? I am using emoji hahaha)
You get my point Sarah? I need somebody to be nice to.
As I said, her game is not complex. She just want to be loved and she doesn't want to be dumped.
#traxxfm Honey, I truly enjoy today's playlist. The best since the MCO. Till Thursday then. I'll send you a lullaby tonight. Bye now...
Cheers Sarah, today we celebrate our win.
I think I'll fast tomorrow. I need to start somewhere. OMAD Fast that is.
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