26/4/20 ^^^I want to revert back to being an Agnostic Atheist

I have to admit, 12 meters square is too restrictive for me.  I need the outdoor to expand my horizon.

I start to have tunnel vision about my future.

Beyond what we perceive, there is nothing.

Or is there something?  It doesn't matter really.  We believe what we choose to believe.

There is no absolute answer beyond what we know. So no point pondering.

At this point I just follow where the argument leads.  It leads to nowhere.

Although I have no evidence on God and the afterlife, I have an inclination to believe.  Rightfully I [] (should) stop believing.

I want to do that but I find it hard to let go.  God and the afterlife are two very powerful concepts to let go.

Sooner or later I have to let go.

So here I am not believing in God and afterlife but don't mind if they exist.

What does that make me?  An agnostic?

I made a good choice labeling myself before.  I am an Agnostic Atheist.  I don't believe but I have an inclination to believe.  That's as far as I am willing to go.

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Which is better?  To believe or not to believe?  I think I am better off not believing.  Then I concentrate on my present life.  As for the afterlife if it happens it happens.  If not my past life will effect my present.

I want to cut off from the past.

Let start with no religion and no God.  Afterlife is still a possibility.

I had a messy life because I believe in religion and God.  They are just ideas.  I just get rid of the ideas.  Not worth pursuing.

So my resolution is after the MCO is over, I will no longer talk about things I don't know.  I am better off talking about my personal progress in pursuing my Vision Quest.

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