Although I have others in my life, the truth is I am the only one that understand me.
Therefore it is up to me to heal myself from my psychological drudgery.
Nobody else can do it. I am fat and lethargic. Those are my problems. I got to solve it.
I have the urge to smoke pot. I have to deal with it.
Nobody can help me out.
It is just me and this blog. That's the reality.
You, Lizzie and the kids are great and everything. But I walk this path alone. That is why the blog is my reflection. Not anybody else.
I have to rise out of mediocrity and propel forward.
No amount of belief in religion, God and the afterlife can help me. I have to help myself.
I am so pathetic. I don't have a success story. I got to create my own success.
So if I want to ramble, I might as well ramble about my own Vision Quest.
This MCO is really a damper. I need to create positive meaning in my life and achieve my goals. I need to do it on my own accord.
Els is just a source of inspiration. Nothing more than that. She is not the love of my life. She makes me happy. That about it.
To be a success I need to go beyond where I am now. I need to have discipline, persistence and consistency.
All take efforts. I need to deal with depression. The best strategy is diet and exercise
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