Is it possible that the past 3 years I had been talking nonsense?
Wow... I am full of shit. Well at least I am all by myself. My external link is only with Els. If I cut her off, I then just concentrate in living in my on cocoon.
All I got is the blog. Let me try to live in isolation. Let me try to be entertaining my own thoughts. What will a castaway talk about?
At least I have the blog, What is my anchor then?
My most pleasurable thing is my watch collection.
Maybe I concentrate on my watches:
John Paul Getty said, people can hurt you, things can't.
Soon, I have a watch box. That is the highlight of my collection. Once I have a box, that means I am no longer adding any more watches.
This is it. The watches I ever owned. They make me happy.
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This COVID-19 is really a letdown. I had planned to start running.
As I mentioned last night, I need to keep reinforcing what I want to do until I actually do it.
I need to be mentally and physically active.
I cannot get caught up.
I have to persist with my Vision Quest.
Tonight I will sleep at 11:00 pm and wake up at 6:00 am. That's the basic. Even if I don't exercise I must have a sleep and wake up routine.
I think I change my strategy. No more listening to radio. I listen to Youtube.
I need to do something. I need to break the pattern.
I listen to Malay songs.
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