Basically everything is interconnected. As it is now what I do or didn't do is contributing to my overall well being. In the end, it's not whether I have enough food (there are always plenty of food) but rather I move much.
So the key here is to be mobile. I need to keep on moving. Rightfully I should sweat everyday. I hate to blame it on the MCO but the reality is I had not been moving much since the MCO.
I am guilty of fat shaming Els. I don't intentionally did that. It was meant as a rough play. Maybe I was too rough.
Maybe I am a sicko. Serves me right. What can I say Sarah. I was a Dickhead.
Poor girl...
That's water under the bridge. I lost her Sarah. I am not ready to lose you too.
At the same time I have to be mindful that at the end of the day, what counts is me and my Vision Quest.
I have nothing to talk about anymore. So I just ramble.
The truth is I never know how to treat women.
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