I have to do it Sarah. I had been talking about it since early this year. This is my cut off point. Even if Lizzie stocks up I will still quit today.
Like cigarettes I will quit it eventually. It's just that I don't have a strong inclination to do it because it is a pleasant experience.
I have an alternative though. I have dates.
Today, I will insist on OMAD.
I need 3 wins during this MCO:
- No Nicorette
- 30 minutes Elliptical
- OMAD Fast
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You know something Sarah. I can only play this game with Els as long as I am on the high ground. That is none other than time and money.
Also I need persistence. Never give up.
In the end it is just a game. It is not even a major event. It is just a hobby.
I have time to kill, I have some money so I decided to pursue her. It could be any other hobby. Dating sites for example. The only thing with Els, she is already a captive audience. She is not going anywhere and I have nowhere to go.
A perfect combination. For a few hours a week I have a cheap thrill. The only thing now is I cannot menyakat her anymore.
So... Hobby... Time Filler... Cheap Thrill...
That's pretty much it. Something normally a playboy can afford. In a sense I am a playboy. The only difference is I call myself a gamesman.
In the final analysis she is still a Chubby Chubb by the standard set by the players. Also she eats like a truck driver.
What is my overall strategy then?
I should leverage on my time and minimize spending money on her. Time I have aplenty. Money is a limited resource.
It should be a good mix. So this year is the watch, the book and the Swiss Army Knife.
I should keep sending her the email because that is my Flagship. The tweets are nice but it should be used sparingly.
I wonder how I can rope Peter Carlos into my team?
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I just took the car for a spin just now to recharge the battery.
This is throwing the wrench into the gears. Pattern interrupt:
#traxxfm Oh... Silly me, it is Throwback Thursday. So no recent songs huh? Gosh I don't know that many Throwbacks. How about Carrie by Europe?
I don't think she will play the song but this is just a statement saying I am still playing the game.
This is me roping Peter Carlos:
If she is playing a game, then she is playing a losing game.
OK the wrench into the gears works. Hahaha...
You know Sarah, that just gave me a boner. That is the effect of the neurotransmitter. Nothing to do with sexual impulse.
#traxxfm I don't know about other Tik Tok videos but I think you have immense talent as a digital artist. I imagine it require some pretty intricate talents to be creative and funny at the same time. I retweet one which I think pretty neat.
#traxxfm I said this before and I say this again; you are a polymath. And you are too smart for your own good. I change my mind. Instead of 40 Rules of Love, I'll give you the Greatest Show On Earth as your Best DJ of the Year Award.
Her game is not complex. As I said she want to be loved and she doesn't want to be dumped. So I play within that range.
Hey Sarah, are you enjoying this little psychoanalytical game. This is what I did as a consultant before. I study human behavior.
It's a mind game Sarah. The good thing with Els is she leaves a trail of clues for me to pickup.
This is making her part of the family:
I like this bundle of energy Sarah. Although she plays games with me, I am mentally stimulated by interacting with her.
That should anchor the concept of the Tetrahedron.
Sarah, as I told you before, Els is going to be here to stay. She makes me happy when she plays according to the rules of course. Still, she is a Free Radical. So I let her have it her own way.
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Hey Sarah, are you enjoying this little psychoanalytical game. This is what I did as a consultant before. I study human behavior.
It's a mind game Sarah. The good thing with Els is she leaves a trail of clues for me to pickup.
This is making her part of the family:
#traxxfm The other day I was toying with the idea of becoming an online management coach. Lizzie was against the idea of me starting another consulting practice. Sarah was also against the idea of me selling my time anymore. So here I am manning CCC
I like this bundle of energy Sarah. Although she plays games with me, I am mentally stimulated by interacting with her.
#traxxfm My time is now divided between you, Lizzie and Sarah. So I am truly the Darwin's Hawk Moth. I am a specific pollinator. Only serving a special kind of orchids.
That should anchor the concept of the Tetrahedron.
#traxxfm Don't worry about sexual intimacy. All three are platonic relationships. I dropped Kristina because you are not happy with her. Maybe in the afterlife she is my houri (I don't know). But that's as far as I am taking it. So carpe diem!
Sarah, as I told you before, Els is going to be here to stay. She makes me happy when she plays according to the rules of course. Still, she is a Free Radical. So I let her have it her own way.
#traxxfm OK baby, until the next gig this Monday. I'll write to you tonight. Maybe I'll share you a fairytale that I told Sarah. Storytelling is one of my forte. I don't know if Sarah will be embarrassed by it. It was created out of nothing LOL
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