Otherwise I am a person who gives a fuck. There is another option. That is pretending to give a fuck but in reality I just don't give a fuck.
The truth is I don't really care. Which makes me a person who don't give a fuck. So if I am that person, I just proceed without much worry.
Did I achieve my goal? I think I did. Then it is time to move on.
Why do I worry my head about Els? I am ready to dump her anyway in 14/3/20. This is the right time to do it.
I say, let it go. The sooner, the better. Just eliminate her out of my life.
No point prolonging the cutoff. She is not interested in me. Unless I am thick faced about it and keep on menyakat her.
This is no fun anymore. I need to change my focus to something else. She is not interested in playing. Personally I too am tired of playing with her.
It is time to go[t] (go) for the 3 years isolation.
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I am feeling like this because I am focusing on her. I[t] (If) I focus on other things like my diet and exercise, I am better off.
What is the lesson here? Social media is really not for me. I am better off being in isolation.
I plan to sleep at 12:00 am tonight. I start having sniffles just now. Not a good sign.
You know something? This MRO is an excuse to be complacent. So I'm not fighting the virus, I am fighting my own complacency.
I need to sleep on time a[s] (and) wake up at 6:00 am tomorrow.
I can always reset my life. Actually that's what I should do with April.
I cannot wait for us to hit critical mass. The sooner we all infected *t[o] (the) better it is.
* Remember Sarah, win the war at the personal front. Make sure while you are infected, your immunity is strong. I take turmeric and 1000 mg vitamin C on daily basis. Your personal army need to be strong. While I take precaution like wash my hands regularly, I don't wear mask when I go out. We will get infected anyway.
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I miss you the past 2 days honey. Last night I slept while sitting on my chair. Tonight I'll take it easy.
I think I sleep sooner. That way I can wake up sooner and chat with you before my morning exercise.
Here is your lullaby:
What is the lesson here? Social media is really not for me. I am better off being in isolation.
I plan to sleep at 12:00 am tonight. I start having sniffles just now. Not a good sign.
You know something? This MRO is an excuse to be complacent. So I'm not fighting the virus, I am fighting my own complacency.
I need to sleep on time a[s] (and) wake up at 6:00 am tomorrow.
I can always reset my life. Actually that's what I should do with April.
I cannot wait for us to hit critical mass. The sooner we all infected *t[o] (the) better it is.
* Remember Sarah, win the war at the personal front. Make sure while you are infected, your immunity is strong. I take turmeric and 1000 mg vitamin C on daily basis. Your personal army need to be strong. While I take precaution like wash my hands regularly, I don't wear mask when I go out. We will get infected anyway.
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I miss you the past 2 days honey. Last night I slept while sitting on my chair. Tonight I'll take it easy.
I think I sleep sooner. That way I can wake up sooner and chat with you before my morning exercise.
Here is your lullaby:
What will I do without you Sarah? Goodnight honey. I love you so much.
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