Saturday, 25 April 2020

26/4/20 I was awoken by a bad dream and a bad headache

I now realized that a person can only sleep so much.

Right, two things I have to do tomorrow; exercise and OMAD.

I love your latest Tick Tock dance bit. Look Elsie, you won't get rid of me anytime soon. You are my source of happiness. Here is your lullaby: youtube.com/watch?v=6ul-cZ Goodnight baby. I love you so much...


What shall we do then Sarah?

Let me write to Els:

I was listening to the Fleetwood Mac Greatest Hit Album when I wrote this:

My darling Els,

It is 3:50 am and I was awakened by a bad dream and a bad headache.  

I got a chance to watch your Tick Tock dance bit.  You look so ravishing.

I am too alert to sleep now.  With Stevie Nicks singing sweet nothing in the background I am now set to explore the inner landscape of my mind.

 And what did I find?

None other than lingering thoughts I have about you.

It always give me great comfort when I think about you.  You inspire me to be the best I can be.

I don't feel like patronizing her Sarah.  She had not been kind to me.

I think the strategy is to write during the days she is on air.  That way I can gauge *[] (her) receptivity during the day and tailor what I want to write during the night.  I don't seem too pressing either.

My relationship with Els, as much as my relationship with you is a reflection of myself towards me.

With both of you, I see me as who I am.

I better sleep.

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