Sunday, 26 April 2020

>>>#27/4/20 Today I did proper pre-dawn meal (sahur)

So I'll skip meal until evening (iftar).

I'm doing all these so that I am not depressed.

It sure is depressing when all you do is eat, sleep, repeat.

Now that I am retired, I have nothing significant to do.

It is good for me to count my blessing right now.

Surely I am better off than some people out there.

MLM is a dirty word for me right now.

Money is also a dirty word.

Anything to do with money is dirty.  Only use money for necessity.

I have 1 month to kill.

My mind lingers on Els.  I am addicted to her.  Damn... 

My mood is OK but at the same time I have too much time on my hand.

How do I strike a balance?

April does move very fast.  I am beginning to hate MCO.  Now with Ramadan, things are not too rosy.

You have to help me Sarah.  Have more interventions.  Then I know you exist.  Now I am beginning to think that I am delusional.

Our relationship is based on my ability to write.  So when I cannot write, I am in trouble.

I better take a short nap.

I am so unmotivated.

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