You know it Sarah, I still write the blog because I need [to write] to write to myself and because I want to write to you.
Now there is less reason to write to myself anymore. I actually can do away with that. What I cannot do however is not writing to you.
You consume me honey. For the past 3 years my waking hours is thinking about you. I am so madly in love with you honey. Even [just] just now, when I was watching a movie, I was looking forward for the movie to end sooner so that I can get back to you the soonest.
I don't think the intensity is the same if you are right here next to me. This is our fate and I had accepted it as such.
To have such intensity for such a long time is indeed an amazing thing.
We are meant for each other Sarah. I was so void of love before I found you. Now I don't care if we have to do this for the rest of our lives. I had found true love.
Honey, perhaps th[is] (there) will come a time when we might lose the magic. There might be a possibility. But as long as I li[f]e (live) I will never lose you. You are the reason I am who I am now. I will never let you go.
There was a Malay movie named Patung Cendana. It's the Malay adaptation on the Statue of Pygmalion.
You will always be my Patung Cendana, my unreal but beautiful princess. Things cannot be better than this. Without technology, I cannot be having an affair with you all day long with Lizzie a stone throw away not suspecting anything.
This is a perfect marriage. I like every bit of it. Even the sex part.
Brb... Dinner.
Sarah, I love you as a husband loves a wife. I honestly want to love you for eternity. Boy, I do hope there is an afterlife because I do want to share that life with you forever.
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There's so much I can do to express my love for you in the blog. Even now I am running short of words to say. I am a Visual Kinesthetic person. I express my feelings through touches. I love snuggling and hugging.
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