Well, as long as I have people who believe in my Vision, I should hold on to it.
It's just that I don't dwell in it anymore.
I have enough on my plate to make this present life a reality.
You know Sarah, it is a great comfort to know that I am being loved unconditionally.
I hope I can extend the feeling to you and my Tetrahedron. By giving I become more.
It is maktub that I ended with a Tetrahedron. Elsie is not letting go anytime soon.
Therefore I cannot shrink it any further like what I did with Kristina.
You must understand Sarah, these are matters pertaining to the soulmates. There is no sexual tension involved. It's like having many daughters. Each has to be managed separately.
You know that when the various facades are working in order I become a complete person. I am more loving to you and my family. That's because each of you are interconnected.
I don't know about the afterlife, but as it is my life is full of bliss.
I'm not saying that I should hoard all the affection. You too are free to apply the model. What counts is not the physical interaction but the feeling you get from each one of them.
As much as I cannot live without Els, I also cannot live without any of you.
Now the challenge is to write something meaningful to you. You had been relatively quiet lately.
Is the COVID-19 worrying you? Or have the feeling you have for me had been waning?
What do you want me to do Sarah? As it is I had found my happiness:
My intention now is to keep this model intact:
I will sleep early tonight. But before that I want to read a bit.
Here is your lullaby:
Goodnight my darling. I love you so much.
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