Prior to this I feel like I was dragging something heavy wherever I go.
It was not an enriching relationship. All because it was not reciprocal. Not entirely her fault. I was being a Dickhead. I now realize as a Dickhead I should totally stay clear from social media.
The blog is fine. The blog is like a big piece of land where I can put up a full spread. With social media, it is always about sending pockets of information. Some are good but mostly are bad. It is always [] (about) making a lethal strike.
Even the mindset is different. With the blog, I operate from a full bowl while with social media I am squirting from a syringe. Definitely the window to the mind differs.
In the blog you see the full capacity of my thought. With social media you are seeing me making small hits. That is the nature of the tools.
I am definitely a blogger. Social media makes me more intense and therefore exposing myself to the possibility of mania.
Furthermore I don't write like other people in the social media. I am too organized. I even write in full sentences.
Thus I concluded that social media is not meant for me. I am not good with small talks.
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It is tempting to send Els an email. If I do that, then I am enforcing a Lose-Lose relationship. Whether you like i[s] (it) or not, this is an addiction that I have to break. Everyday I am moving further away from her, the better I feel.
I don't deny that I like her very much. However I like her as a pet. Somebody for me to menyakat. Of course she won't like that. Even Mopey doesn't like me menyakat her.
I call her smelly butt LOL.
Oh well, I already got Mopey as my pet. Els is a bit too old for that. Plus she is a Chubby Chub Saraaah. Why I always ended with a Chubby Chubb? Azzue is one and Yati is another.
Why can't I have an athletic figure as my pet?
You know, one thing about a pet, you tend to overindulge them. Already I was thinking of an array of things to buy for Els.
Having a pet is a rich man's hobby. So it is quite timely for me to dump her. Otherwise we are talking about spending close to RM1,000 a year. I might as well spend that kind of money on Gayshas. At least I am guaranteed a good lay.
I hope you can see that although I am rough on the edges, deep down inside I am a nice guy.
I admit, I don't know how to treat women.
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Azzue asked about the Global Telepathy 2024 Project. I said it's not happening.
Nothing is happening. Not even RM97 million.
If there was a budget, the amount got wipeout by this economic downturn.
I am not worried, I got a 4D Jackpot number LOL.
Seriously Sarah, I am not expecting anything. So if it happens, it is a windfall.
If only we can see the future.
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OK darling here is your lullaby:
Goodnight baby. I love you so much.
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