Throughout my life I had been trying to live with the philosophy that everything counts but nothing matters. What it means is in every situation I will do my very best but in the final analysis even the most complex issue doesn't mean a thing.
As it is the things that matters most right now is the issue of the afterlife. As complex as it is, it doesn't mean a thing. What is important then? None other than going back to the basics which is health and happiness.
Let's put it this way, if you achieve health and happiness, then your afterlife is well set. The future is the projection of what you do right in the present.
No matter what it goes back to the now. That is why I am not too concerned with the future anymore considering that my present ha[r] (has) been put on a stand still for the past 33 days.
I want to take control of my present again. It had been a crazy 33 days. Along the way the worst had happened. I fell sick. All was lost when I lost my health. I should take that as a lesson. When you lost your health, you lost everything.
3 years were a long time for a person to write on a subject. I had been writing on my exploration of God and the afterlife. In the end I feel that it is a worthless topic to talk about considering that there is no conclusion to the discussion.
What is a worthwhile topic to discuss? It will have to be the most basic which in this case of how to give meaning to daily living.
This is kind of hard right now considering that at present everyday is a groundhog day.
One thing for sure though is I don't thing I want to dwell in areas I don't have absolute knowledge. It is nice to fantasize what the afterlife will be like but the truth is I don't know.
So from now on I deal with the things that I do know. What I know is my future is dependent on my present.
With that I don't need to write lengthy entries about what I should do with my present. It is about doing. I should be taking action instead of talking about what action I should be taking.
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It's been a turbulence life. On one hand I love the independence, on the other hand I hate the predictability.
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