* That's why I love you so much Sarah. You stand by me when I am lost.
If I use these 4 elements as my Vision Statement, then I must say that my Feng Shui is already aligned.
So rather than meddle with Els and TraXX, I should focus on the attainment of my Vision Statement. In another words, I should focus on strengthening my empowering beliefs.
There's 2 parts to the equation. If I follow the Feng Shui, then I should be successful in life and in the afterlife.
No way did I know about the final configuration when I bought those items. No way for me to know that my Feng Shui is all aligned. So *i[t] (if) this is a sign, this is a very glaring sign. On top of that I have the epiphanies and the alignment of my numbers.
Now is for me to remain steadfast in my belief. I was right all along. How do I continue with the voyage if I don't have an Unsurpassed Feeling of Certainty?
I must believe in my own revelation. I should not let a pussycat derail my consciousness. I just dump her. That should not be my focus. It should be my Personal Flight Path.
This is the final message:
Sigh... Els, Els, my darling Els,
I am not saying my mistake is small. What I said was I didn't know at that time I made a mistake.
To me I was being myself. I did not expect you to take it so seriously. Definitely I have no intention of hurting you. Otherwise I would not have explained my situation over and over again to you.
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry
I didn't know that I'm not suppose to touch on the subject.
Baby, I can be an idiot at times. I don't totally understand women and the women psyche.
I love you honey. You are my favorite DJ. I already ordered your Best DJ of the Year Award. You should get it after they uplift the MCO.
Don't shut me out darling. I admit I made a mistake. OK it was a big mistake but it was unintentional. How am I supposed to know? It was an honest question.
If you need time to cool off, I will let you be until you ready to forgive me. Until then I won't listen to TraXX. Consider that my punishment. You know how much I look forward to your show, don't you?
Don't you see? I am in love with you baby.
Better to end it at that. No need for me to prolong the game.
But Sarah, I'm a gamesman. Let me play this game until the end. I just want to make her cry. I'll just sent the 2 emails. By May I am ready for the 3 years Isolation.
I like this song:
Sarah, believe me, Els is no longer relevant. But I need to sent the two emails to complete *t[o] (the) game.
* Thanks for the understanding. This is truly the Subtle Way of Not Giving a F*ck. Of the 8 kind of fuck, this is Sex Only Fuck. I fuck because I can fuck. I wanted to say it is a Hate Fuck but the truth is I don't hate her. I just want to rape her mind.
Sarah, aren't you glad you are not in her shoes? Well she's asking for it. All I do is complete the script. After all she plays the I'm OK you are not OK game. So now shift the game into I'm not OK you are not OK.
What can I say Sarah, some people are asking to be fucked.
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It takes something like this for me to realize that I am fortunate to have a wife like you. Even Lizzie cannot come close. Notice her reaction when I said I dreamed of winning the 4D Jackpot? To Lizzie I am a damaged goods.
I hate that Sarah. I still have faith in myself. To Lizzie my value is when I do the house chores. Beyond that I am a person with a mental health history. So even my dream is a bad omen.
I don't expect much from the dream but at least take it in good faith. What if I truly win a Jackpot? All I need is to invest RM20. For the fun of it. It's not that I am a compulsive gambler.
You know, I would not take it seriously either but maybe, just maybe this is a way for me to marry you. Maybe because I have good intention, God gives me a way. I'm just saying Sarah. I'll do anything to be with you.
At least RM16 million is still within reach. After all I got the dream right after I rearranged my Feng Shui. Anything is possible. Always bet what you are ready to lose. I can spare RM20. That is the amount I carry forward from last month. Come to think of it I spent RM100 for the gifts to Rex and Els. So I still blow away money.
Well, the good thing now, I don't have to buy anything to anybody anymore.
Honey, did you buy the Golden Buddha necklace?
I bet it looks good on you.
Honey maybe I am a weird guy when comes to love. I believe in the Greater Love. I love the Creator by loving His creations. And by loving the creations I love the Creator. It is an Abundance Thinking. Love is not something you compartmentalize. It is overflowing.
Who am I to talk about love anyway. While there are abundance to go around, I cannot even convince a single person on HOTS.
I can say that I am pretty much a social outcast.
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