I finally able to live life the way I want it to be.
No more fear of being judged and being rejected.
To be who I am is very important. I pride myself of being sine cera. Little that I know to do that I need courage.
I found the source of my inspiration at a very unlikely place. My inspiration is from a transgender named Nur Sajat.
She had the courage to go to Mecca for her Umrah (a small Hajj) dressed as a woman.
To me she is willing to stand for her rights to practice her belief. Now that takes courage.
What she is facing is far more challenging. She has to overcome the physical constraints and the social stigma to stand for her rights.
Compare to her, my issue is rather minute. All I gotta do is to be comfortable with my belief as a Pantheist. I have to walk the talk of God and all gods. It's not that bad really. All I need is the courage to be who I am.
Of course to people like Master Jedi, I should keep the thought a secret. To him only those who drink coffee (meaning the enlightened ones) will know how coffee tastes like. Even then each coffee is different to the drinker. Hence the taste of the coffee should be kept a secret to the drinkers.
I tend to disagree although I do accept that the secret of the coffee is with the drinker and not everybody likes coffee. Therefore when the student is ready the teacher will appear. However I want to tell people that I am a coffee drinker and I drink a specific coffee regardless whether people ask me or not.
That's because I believe by sharing my discovery, I will encourage more people to confess that they are coffee drinkers.
People keep secrets because they have something to hide. However if you are an open book, you have nothing to fear like Nur Sajat.
Master Jedi and many other coffee drinkers out there lacks moral courage to come forward. Within my circle alone I found out two other friends who believe they are gods. I bet there are many people who have this belief but dare not come forward with their thoughts.
The Sufis knew this:
"I followed my own path of love,
and now I am in bad repute.
How can a secret remain veiled,
if from every tongue it drips?"
(Hafiz Al Shirazi)
But because they fear for their lives, the Secret remains a secret.
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#traxxfm I had been a SOHO since 2009. Nowadays my work is for personal indulgence more than anything else 2020blogvol2.blogspot.com/2020/04/3420-t I suppose I can write a book. Been there, done that. This is more satisfying.
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