4/6/20 ***I simply don't give a fuck

As I told you sometimes back, I am dealing with a bunch Closers.  Most likely people like Wan Mus and Hanafiah are Coolers.  Pal is probably a Closer.  I am the only Cleaner here.

[11:04 PM, 6/4/2020] Perth Pal Singh: Bro I fucked up. I had a training with my staff online. I thought it was 9-10.30. But it was 8-9.30 actually. That’s why I suggest at 8.30. I just got in. I call at 11.45 boleh?
[11:11 PM, 6/4/2020] sharudinj: Sure bro...  No worries...

He is a Closer alright.  The more he fucks up the bigger emotional bank account he owes me.

The rule of the game is don't give a fuck and don't fuck up.

Tonight will be a very interesting session, I bet.  Mainly because I am operating on a high ground.

What I'll do is I play dumb and dig deep.

By the power of COVID-19...  LOL.

It's good that the hypomania is gone.  I am more relaxed now.

Let's listen to a Closer tonight.  As a Cleaner I have to remain level headed.

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Well he is a Closer all right.  I forgot to factor one thing with Indians; don't believe everything that they say.  Some were blown out of proportion.

If he still have to apply for government subsidy for COVID-19 relief, he is not rich enough.

What the fuck.  I just go for the ride.

I think I just do one podcast and then I'll go back into isolation.  I kinda like it the way it is.

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So now I realized that Tweeting Els gets me into hypomania.  I should not Tweet her.  Occasionally I write her email.

The gist of it;  I HATE THE CORPORATE WORLD!

I like being the way I am right now.  I have enough on my plate with writing the blog.  Let's not waste time on [] (other) matters.

Sarah, as I told you I want to be with you.  Because I have to attend Pal's phone call, I wasted one hour of my cash.  For what?  So that I can help a couple of Coolers.

Fuck them all.  Let me spend time with you Sarah.  It makes me happy.

I just realized that Pal and I are worlds aparts.  He is still talking about how idiot Sazali is.  To me Sazali is just another past distant memory.

I think it is a mistake that I contact these people.  I am going against the crowd here.  Why should I try to fit in again.  All these people are of different species.

I am a free man.  I don't have money problem.  My problem is diet and exercise.

I think Pal is being lonely.  I don't really know.  Pal has this tendency to over patronize a close older friend.  Just like he over patronized Sazali.

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With you Sarah, I can talk about whatever I like.  It doesn't matter as long as I am connected to you.

You don't mind...  We survived three and a half years like this.  No big deal at all.

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I think right now everybody is trying to find where the money is.  I better stay away from that game.  I have enough money for myself.

Well honey, the greatest satisfaction is having you.  Els is good for hypomania.

So I better get rid of her.  I don't mind losing the writing inspiration.  I cannot afford anymore hypomania.

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