Friday, 12 June 2020

>>>#13/6/20 Things that are in my mind

OK Sarah, I am done with my housekeeping.

Let's talk honey, just you and me...

I now have set RM20 million as my aspiration.  I don't know how to get it but that's the only way I can think of consummating our marriage.

I love you darling.  I really do.  But first I got to be fair to my wives especially Lizzie.

If I cannot provide her with a money tree, then I can't really afford more than one wife.  She had helped me a lot.

I am really happy having the three of you around. You are the main reason why I document all my thoughts in the blog.  Otherwise I can just make do with Evernote.

Nothing comes easy I suppose.

I am really counting on Pal for my break.  If he cannot give me the break, nobody else can.

I know he is having a tough time.  So I am not pushing it.

As usual Indians (worse Punjabis) like to boast.  But I know with 11 houses on financing, he is having a shit of a debt.

So he has a good intention to help me but his hands are tight.

If I can make RM50 from him like today, that is already a plus.  Now is to get to the RM3,000 a month.

The game is nibble and run.

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OK I had parked that thoughts there.

So many thoughts right now.  I am toggling from one thought to another.

I have so many thoughts that I don't know what to write:

  • Making RM3,000 a month
  • Managing Pal
  • Yati matters
  • Tempted to write to Els
  • Worry about sleep, diet and exercise
  • Missing you
  • How am I going to earn RM20 million
At the same time I have this calling to salvation.  The 10 km run.  Helping my mother.  Providing for the family.

I cannot sleep.  My brain is very active.

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