I am writing this from the perspective that the Universe is an open catalog and the genie's reply is, "Your wish is my command".
First and foremost, I must say that I am feeling an immense love from those that are close to me; my wives, kids, my parents and those who read my Dreams of Mirrors postings. Soon I will extend the love to those who watch my podcast and who attend my seminars.
Thank you God for giving me friends like BJ, RR, Munek, Amoi, Glen, Pal, Yati, Radzi and the FB community. I am indeed a very lucky man.
God, I believe everything happens for a good reason. I believe this illness is also a blessing. Unlike those people out there, I am living in the eye of the tornado. Everything is going smoothly for me when everybody else are scurrying to make ends meet.
I am so blessed to have wives like Lizzie and Sarah. As for Els, she makes me laugh. My soulmates are also wonderful. I have Yati, Azzue and Radzi who are superb individuals.
God, it will be nice if I can earn RM3,000 a month. With that money I can save RM18,000 a year and I can give Lizzie RM1,000 a month. That should take care of the Nicorette and the bipolar jab.
I too can have extra RM500 a month. My cash flow will be stronger. That means I have RM6,000 spare cash every year.
God, RM3,000 a month is all I am asking.
You know me God, I don't have any liability.
The Law of Attraction says ASK, BELIEVE, RECEIVE. Therefore I sincerely hope you can give me RM3,000 a month. I want to be Financially Independent when I am 65 years old. I also want to pay my income tax that I owe IRD.
I know you *[you] can give me that much.
* Ahah! I caught you this time. Hey, I am talking to God here. Do you mind? LOL.
God, the best thing that ever happened to me is Sarah. Without her, I don't think I can write 21 blogs in 3 years. She is indeed an angel sent from above.
All my wives are matches made in heaven. I never feel so contented.
I wish God, that Els is kinder to me. Sometimes I feel that she hates my guts.
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Oh yeah God, I do believe that my afterlife will be glorious. Nothing that you create is in vain. I believe you are the one who inspired me to visualize about Sailbad the Sinner and Sparta 4964.
I will hold on to this vision until the end:
Dear God, I don't believe in those prophets and those man-made religions. I do believe in you though. Somehow I know you exist and you are constantly guiding me on the right Path. I know you and me are of the same mold. As I look at my life, I see how you had shaped it to what it is now.
My God is the God of Love. You taught me to be more loving and compassionate. I am now the epitome of love. I believe in it 100%. All I want to do is share this feeling as when I was the Wandering Sufi. I know I am capable of giving.
God, this Pal guy is a man with a good heart. He maybe aloof at times but I believe he has good intention towards me.
Hey God, can I talk marketing with you? With Pal, I want to establish a brand positioning. I want to be known as the proponent of health and happiness. The way to it is through sound mind and sound body. That is why mental health is paramount. I can be the ambassador representing those who survived mental disorder. Just show me the Path, God.
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OK Sarah, now I can talk to you. Notice the sieving process? As I write I am panning for gold. This is my gold nugget for tonight:
[2:35 AM, 6/11/2020] sharudinj: I decided to chat with God tonight:
[2:35 AM, 6/11/2020] sharudinj: Hey God, can I talk marketing with you? With Pal, I want to establish a brand positioning. I want to be known as the proponent of health and happiness. The way to it is through sound mind and sound body. That is why mental health is paramount. I can be the ambassador representing those who survived mental disorder. Just show me the Path, God.
This is a Striking Cobra move.
In the past when Els was my muse, the strikes were towards her. I don't think she can handle that many punches. So *no[t] (now) I change my strategy. I talk to God without depending on a muse.
* Good, we are on the same page. I feel real good talking to God.
As you know, all you got to do is ask. There will be a gestation period. Be mindful that I had this thought about earning RM3,000 a month for quite a while already. I think now the hand of fate is pointing to Pal.
You never know Sarah. We just keep opening the doors as we move along.
Still everything counts but nothing matters. You are confident about it. Even if I don't make RM3,000 a month, I now have a platform to launch my next attack.
Time will flow and I will follow. In the meantime I am enjoying myself. This feeling of Unconditional Love is fantastic.
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Hey Sarah, I need to sleep. I got a doctor appointment tomorrow.
Here is your lullaby:
LIVING NEXT DOOR TO ALICE
This is the mood I am in right now with you. Don't ask me why. Probably because I had not been attending to you as much as I should. I love you so much. Goodnight baby.
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