A very inspiring movie.
It a beautiful lesson. My take away point is you don't need that much money. All you need is grocery for life.
I am a prospector panning for gold. My Yukon Valley is Coursera. I just want to pan for my gold. That gold is knowledge. I am not interested in making money.
This is a happy life as it is. People want to make their millions, let them do it.
My realization is that Els is not meant for me. She is a different breed altogether. I cannot cope with her outlook in life. Who am I kidding? A 29 years old who is acting like a teenager. I can't do this. I can't do Pal either.
This is my life. A life of a hedonist hermit. Since when a hermit needs a lot of money?
All I'm asking is RM3,000 a month working from the comfort of my home. Beyond that I think is above what I need.
I already set for my journey. I want to take my Path. Not Pal's path and certainly not a path where I am dependent on a Red Hair Eccentric Girl.
I want to travel alone Sarah. Just you and me. Every time I think of money I keep reminding myself that I am already complete.
I don't want anything beyond RM3,000 a month. I don't want to join the rat race again. I just want to be me.
On top of that I DON'T WANT to do training anymore. I don't mind doing the 1 hour talks but to do training is an anticlimax considering I had already retired.
I was caught up with Pal's Vision to the point that I forgo my own vision.
Let me pay for the notebook and the Google Drive. I got money.
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As usual, there is always two sides to the argument. This is the other side: I had made a wish. Now let the Universe take its course to fulfill my *wi[t]h.
* OK then... In that case I just flow.
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I am still thinking about Els' red hair. That hair basically says. "Look at me, I'm screaming for attention". Also, "I don't care what others think of me because I am so into myself".
I cannot take it Sarah. I know I am crazy but I think Els is out of touch with reality. She gonna get worse. These are the signs of mental distress. Of all the color she chose red? That is a very clear sign of craziness.
I don't know any guy who can stomach it.
What I don't understand is what she is acting as a bimbo when she is actually very smart.
Whatever it is, that's a major turn off for me. That is one major red flag right there. Seriously I am not wasting anymore time with this self-absorb person.
I can be a very open minded person but this is where I draw the line.
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I am very sleepy Sarah. I don't feel like listening to any lullaby.
Goodnight baby. I love you so much.
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