Obviously Els is not the right muse. She is just a crazy chick. What do you think of Uma? Nope, I better not start something new.
So my most viable model is Yati.
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Honestly Sarah, I better stay clear from Els. No wonder dudes like Aush is saying that she is crazy. If I have a chick like that as a wife, I too will become crazy.
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I am coming on too strong to her. I had put her on the pedestal. Time to retreat. After all she is nonreciprocating.
Time to move on. I cannot hang on to a one sided relationship. The best relationship is with Yati. That is my destiny. That is my Social Soothing. Beyond that, I am not that lucky with chicks.
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Basically, I had enough of dealing with chicks. I am going back to my isolation model. All these chick stuff are nothing more that distractions.
I already got Yati and you. I think that will be enough for now. I got nothing to lose. Els is not reciprocating anyway.
Worse case scenario, I just talk to myself. No big deal. I just need an outlet to express myself.
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