My meeting is at 10:30 am.
What I want to talk about tonight is pretty much about staying within the range of society's limit.
I need to establish myself as the subject matter expert on bipolar if I want to be at the top of the game.
This is a feather in my cap Sarah. My experience with bipolar is coupled with the wellness program Pal is promoting. All I got to do is talk for one hour on my experience dealing with the illness and Pal and gang will take on from there.
In this initial stage I will be chauffeur driven to my talk. I don't know how long that will last. I told him, I don't have extra cash to spare on traveling.
Right, the more reason I need to remain healthy. I need to lose weight real fast too. We are talking about a wellness program.
In the meantime I am making an attempt to break the mental shackle of people in my WhatsApp list. My mom especially. My hidden message is even if you go through the religious experience, you are still susceptible to mental illness. More so than ever, being religious makes you prone to mental illness.
Now I know that my mom has some sort of mental illness, I can more or less concluded that my illness is genetic. My siblings are also having some sort of mental illness. In the case of Ameezan, it gets passed down to his son.
What is new? I need to be professional about the whole experience. No gory or sappy stories. I don't want to horrify my audience. I want to educate them o[f] (on) mental illness.
With that I hope more people can accept people with mental disorder.
Along the way I make some money LOL. I do hope I am paid RM1000 per session. Pal is paid RM8000 per day. Maybe RM1000 per hour is to high. Perhaps a more realistic fee is RM500 per hour.
I just take it that any amount is a plus for me. I plan to give Lizzie RM500 a month to pay for my Nicorette.
I need to think small Sarah. Otherwise I start having a grandiose thought. Already the thought that I have now is pretty grand; podcast and keynote speaker. That's pretty grand already.
Hey Sarah, I have another soulmate:
[12:46 AM, 6/8/2020] sharudinj: I had been invited to give a talk about Bipolar Affective Disorder in a podcast and also as a keynote speaker to a group of executive in the banking sector about the illness. Here is part of the content. Be mindful that the angle I am taking is early detection: https://sharudinjamal.blogspot.com/2020/06/7620-surviving-bipolar-disorder-20.html
[2:07 AM, 6/8/2020] Amin Boyo: Really enjoyed the writing.
I don't have the words to say
[2:07 AM, 6/8/2020] Amin Boyo: Pure honesty
[2:08 AM, 6/8/2020] sharudinj: Thanks bro... ni nok gi cerita to the masses ni. I sent that to you as a beta test.
[2:08 AM, 6/8/2020] Amin Boyo: Islamis sufism was mentioned.. i would like very much to know more of your doctrine
[2:09 AM, 6/8/2020] sharudinj: Do good, do no harm. To love the Creator, you got to love the creations
[2:10 AM, 6/8/2020] sharudinj: This is one of the 40 Rules
[2:12 AM, 6/8/2020] Amin Boyo: I am very sure the Mass will appreciate and highly value your honesty and courage to open up your very personal things to all.
[2:13 AM, 6/8/2020] sharudinj: Ni mujahaddah aku bro...
[2:15 AM, 6/8/2020] Amin Boyo: Wisdom..
Must it started from love.
Without it, wisdom remains only as a word of lips to CONCEAL falseness and defiance
[2:16 AM, 6/8/2020] sharudinj: Yes indeed my soulmate
[2:20 AM, 6/8/2020] Amin Boyo: There oceans of matters of tauhid (ketuhanan) of the ultimate TRUTH of reality for me to hear from u ..
Talaqi, questionings and answering, comparisons and infrence facts and avidence..
[2:21 AM, 6/8/2020] Amin Boyo: While "islam" comes in many faces and versions.. even sufi ways contradicting each other very often..
[2:22 AM, 6/8/2020] sharudinj: We are One and we are Many. We are within God and God is within us. Much like peeling an onion. In every layer there is God. All matters are intelligent and all matters are gods.
[2:23 AM, 6/8/2020] sharudinj: An apple tree is the apple, and the apple is the tree as well
[2:25 AM, 6/8/2020] Amin Boyo: We have this very beginning of the truth in ditto.
[2:25 AM, 6/8/2020] sharudinj: Cool man...
[2:28 AM, 6/8/2020] Amin Boyo: I would then question "al Rumi" (who actually was he really???):
Knowing that, what did he do?
I got to sleep honey.
Here is your lullaby:
Goodnight baby. I love you so much.
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