Oh wait, I got to attend to a house chore.
OK I am done.
Let me talk about... There is nothing to talk about. I was thinking about my Couch to 10 k training but then the melancholic mood sweeps in.
I skipped my training today. It rained.
I deleted 3 postings from Dreams of Mirrors. I thought that they are of little relevance to the public.
I don't really feel like doing the podcast. I like it the way I am.
So I just keep it quiet at this point. My hypomania had subsided. So I am pretty level headed.
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I like being in solitude. Even now with everybody at home, I feel a little bit claustrophobic.
Let's write something for Dreams of Mirrors.
Nah, I don't feel like it. I just want to be in isolation.
Right now I am thinking of when I can run 10 km again. That will be nice.
I think I smoke pot with BJ tonight.
I changed my mind. I don't want to pass any roadblock.
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I should not be smoking pot. I get into mania.
OK I smoked two rolls mixed with tobacco. Each is 1/5 of dope I normally rolled.
So no hypomania even. The dose helps me stay motivated,
Tonight I want to go through the email I sent to Els. I want to have a third party perspective.
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