I woke up with a splitting headache still. This is not natural.
What did I do in my life that is unnatural? I chew Nicorette.
So today is the day I get rid of Nicorette from my life. I have to do it. Otherwise the headache keeps coming back.
This will be my MCO win. I must quit Nicorette. Already I am eating and sleeping like a slob. The very least I can do is achieve my 2020 goal:
First and foremost I want to quit Nicorette
Then I want to quit Social Media
Then I want to quit Tweeting TraXX
Then I want to lose 30 kg
Then I want to run 21 km Hill Run
This year is a consolidation year. I subtract 4 things and I add one thing.
Hey, I am not a spineless loser that simply disappears in the backdrop. I am a fighter and fight I will do.
I can quit cigarette, cannabis and cunts. I can quit Nicorette any time. I will pass the 2 weeks depression.
Most importantly I WILL GET RID OF THIS SPLITTING HEADACHE!
The key is to continue fighting. As long as I don't sit still, I am moving forward. I may be inching by walking an hour a day. The point is I must do it EVERYDAY.
The MCO is a temporary set back. I'm not going to let this shortcoming rain on my parade. So is my short drama with Els.
I have a mission to accomplish in 2020, I can still do it if I am disciplined enough.
I need to do Elliptical today despite MCO. Just for 30 minutes.
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Ah... The after meal Nicorette test. So far I survived. The headache still lingers.
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