When I looked at what we had gone through, I never doubted my love for you Sarah.
It's true that I had defocused along the wa[s] (way) with the issue of Tetrahedron and HOTS but I never lose my feelings for you.
At least you know that I was doing all that from the perspective of a person who is following his Path. As I told you, as far as I am concerned all I need is two to be just.
I don't believe in monogamy. I always in favor of polygamy and polyandry. However Sarah, I do believe in having Tetrahedron and Soldier Wives. That was what been tabled to me. Given a choice though, two is fine.
We had come to a full circle. Now all the formations are no longer applicable. It might as well be something that might happen in the afterlife. I don't care. For me my wives now are you and Lizzie. You in the virtual world, Lizzie in the physical world.
You must realize that I was not entirely in one place when we started this relationship. I was a pretty crazy guy. So it takes a while for the craziness to subside.
Once I am over the idea of HOTS, I came to my senses in February. Els was me fooling around with my pet. Come to think of it I feel sorry that I bullied her.
So there is nobody else other than you.
I may not be the most politically correct husband there is but as far as I am concerned I love you, Lizzie and the kid all the same.
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I want to make a stand tonight. I want to conclude that I will follow my Feng Shui from this point on.
I am a special person and only you bear witness of how special is my path. I had simplified to the barest minimum and I cannot simplify beyond this:
My Path is already straight.
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