I write because I want to stay connected to you. So I simply write whatever comes to mind.
#traxxfm Selamat Hari Raya honey. This is me and the family celebrating a modest celebration. I'm glad it's you the DJ today. Cheers baby...
#traxxfm You know baby, I lost my writing inspiration when I stop listening to you. So today I said, whaddaheck... Let's listen to Els instead. Hopefully I am inspired again.
#traxxfm I hope you like the books I sent you. There was a mistake. The first order was canceled. So I ordered another one. Then they reactivated the earlier order. Now there are 2 books instead of 1. Those are great books. No more after this.
#traxxfm You know honey, I am lost without you being my muse. Imagine, the past 3 years I wrote 13 blogs. Last 2 weeks I just went through a dry phase. As a writer I write. When I cannot write I get depressed. You are my remedy.
#traxxfm Anyway, I look forward to your gig tomorrow. You bring sunshine to my life. Chiao now. Oh yeah, I decided to be kind today and I was repaid many times more unexpectedly. Your credo is working darling. Keep rocking...
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@elsDines @traxxfmofficial #traxxfm Anyway, I look forward to your gig tomorrow. You bring sunshine to my life. Chiao now. Oh yeah, I decided to be kind today and I was repaid many times more unexpectedly. Your credo is working darling. Keep rocking...
I need the dose from Els. She is my sunshine.
My darling Els,
It's been a month now that I practiced your "If you can't find a kind person, be the kind person" credo. The effect is amazing. While I give my kindness away unconditionally, the returns that I get were beyond my wildest dreams.
Let's say the monetary return is many many fold over. That is the least of my concern. I am now experiencing love like I never felt before. It's like prior to this the joy was trickling from a dripping faucet. However once I decided to go the extra mile to be kind, the other parties also started to open their hearts to me. Now it is an overflowing fountain of love.
I also found out something really amazing. I discovered that if you are kind to another person, that person in return will be kind back to you. The beautiful thing is the kindness you projected attract kindness from other sources that you least expect!
This Hari Raya, I am celebrating in abundance. Really, I never expect that my little acts of kindness were compensated many times over.
Now this may sound eerie, but the truth is I may have to turn down some of the kind gestures I am getting back. There are people wanting to take me out for lunch (3 of them) and one person offering me a multi million ringgit deal.
I don't know Elsie, I am a private person. I rather stay where I am now physically and financially. One thing I cannot avoid though is doing a podcast for this friend of mine entitles An Interview with a Bipolar Survivor. I said if I do that I might ruin your show because my values are now the opposite of the masses. The rest are talking about more or more expensive while I am propagating less or less frequent.
You cannot imagine how happy I am right now. One thing about me is I have 2 predominant belief systems:
- What I can imagine I can do
- What I imagine is already real to me
So I am a bit nervous to continue with this credo. What if I cannot handle all the kindness that's coming back to me? I want to maintain a solitary life. This thing seems to nudge me to the opposite direction. If I take the multi million ringgit deal for example, I will be exposed to ten of thousands of online participants. What's your view on this? I don't need that much money anyway.
While waiting for you to brew an answer, I think I just enjoy my happy discovery for today.
Honestly darling, my joy is to read, run and write. Today is already a gift. After 2 weeks of dry spell I can write again. You and your songs are my inspirations.
Love you always.
Sine cera,
SJ
24/5/20
1st Day of Hari Raya
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I wrote you an email. I appreciate if you provide a reply to my question since you are the propagator of this credo. I might take a wrong turn.
#traxxfm Selamat Hari Raya. Can you spin the Trooper by Iron Maiden or any of the songs from the band. So far
spinned Mother Russia and you spinned Can I Play with Madness. Flight of Icarus will be nice. For Hari Raya sake...
Midnight thoughts 🤷♀️ if someone can fall asleep soundly, knowing that you're crying and in pain and hurting BECAUSE of them and what they did, then you need to let go of that relationship/friendship.
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