Tuesday, 12 May 2020

>>>#12/5/20 Fuck Kinokuniya

I slept until 12.41 pm today but no regrets.  It was a good rest.

Fucking Kinokuniya reprocessed my earlier order.  Now I have to buy 2 books instead of one.  What a waste of money.

There had been a mistake. Kinokuniya reprocessed an earlier order they cancelled. So you will receive 2 books from me. These are my last gifts. I'm ready to move on. Take care sweetie.

That should be a good closure.  Killing her with kindness.

I cannot be hanging on to a relationship that is destructive.

I spend over RM400 of gifts to a person who don't appreciate my gifts.  It is a total waste.  That will be a reminder for me not to spend money on a pussy.

I am ready to move on.  Fuck Els.

[2:35 PM, 5/12/2020] sharudinj: cuba you bagi perspective dia sebagai ppuan
[2:36 PM, 5/12/2020] Yati: Benda tu tkde apa
[2:37 PM, 5/12/2020] Yati: Dia tk rs bernilai

I am short RM400 from my Cash Flow.  So this year I still had not saved anything for my cash flow.

Let's hope Princess get's her bonus and Munek will spare me RM2000 for the Big Day.

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I think the more relevant issue for me is to get well again.  Getting stuck on Els is a sign that I was unwell.  I am still hooked on dopamine addiction.  So is when I still chew Nicorette.

So I made a good choice to quit Els and to quit Nicorette.

As for the gifts, they are loss cause.  No point harping on them.

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