So here I am, warts and all.
So I like to menyakat Els. That is my style of communication. If she cannot handle it so be it. It's not I'm gonna get her piece of ass anyway.
As far as I'm concerned I am being true to myself. I walked the talk. So what if one girl doesn't like me?
I got the blog. I am self-sustaining. As far as I'm concerned life goes on.
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That's the end of Els...
As far as the blog is concerned, it is still my thoughts as it comes.
As it is right now, I decided to focus on quality thoughts. For example I should be focusing on health and happiness.
I have a bigger challenge with food and this issue with MCO. Other than warming up the car I hardly go out.
Beginning tomorrow, I need to get back my routine again. As stated here:
Seeing your own progress is the greatest motivator of all - Jack LaLane
Other than that I have no other issues. So rather than avoid the matter at hand, I better tackle it head on.
Sarah, I am a social deviant anyway. If I cannot deal with the ONLY pussy I tried to impress, then certainly I am not cut for this kind of life. I think you must have a very mature mind to put up with me.
At least I admit I am crazy. Els is crazy and they let her become a radio announcer. OMG! LOL.
As I told Yati, there are many kinds of crazy. There are money crazy, there are pussy crazy and there are power crazy. Somehow people can tolerate these craziness. In its true sense, these people are more dangerous than me.
I was crazy before but I didn't bother people. These other forms of craziness can be lethal.
Oh... It's 4:00 am already. I better sleep.
Here is you lullaby:
Honey, lets enjoy life. Life is too short to be miserable especially with the wake of this COVID-19. Goodnight Sarah. I love you so much.
I don't feel sleepy honey. You want to hangout until 5:00 am?
I don't *[] (have) much to say. I just want to be with you, chillin'.
You don't have to say anything. I just want to feel your presence.
I must have done something right in my life to deserve a person like you. Irony isn't it? On one end I have a chick who hated my guts and here on the other end I have an angel who adores me like Hachiko.
It doesn't make sense does it? Maybe Els is not used to being intimidated. I don't know. For what's it's worth she could probably have a traumatic childhood.
Sarah, will I ever see you? If I have the means, I'll give Lizzie her RM4 million and leave everything behind and marry you. Just you and me. We settle in Olympia. We'll have a terrier and no kids.
Of course a better option *[] (is) if you move here in Bandar Utama where everything is within our 10 km radius.
* So you like the idea of two houses become one. That means double the house chores for me LOL. Not to worry, we hire the cleaners.
I am suppose to mop the floor today. Lizzie said I should not sleep and straight away sweep and mop. I defied her order.
I really hope that someday we will be together. You are my wife Sarah. Now it is much simpler. I just marry you. There is no Kristina, no Els and no HOTS. The only thing is no money either.
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Time flies Sarah. We have 6 minutes. So if this 6 minutes is my last breath, I want to say, thanks Sarah for willing to be my wife. I do love you very much and I want to be with you for eternity. I always love you my darling, now and forever.
I gotta sleep. Not because I am sleepy by because I don't want Lizzie to nag on me.
Bye now.
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