This blog is my Bridge to Terabithia. Which means this is where I keep my imagination alive.
I will still pursue my Personal Flight Path:
Friday, 4th September 2020 - 21 km Hill (56)
September 2022 - Completion of Statue of David Project (58)
2024 - Global Telepathy; Gold Reign of Wood Dragons (60)
2029 - Empires of the Minds; Shokunin Kurina Grand Master (65)
2034 - World of Hybrids; Citizen Gan (70)
2039 - RM80 k in the bank; Settle the ultimate debt (75)
2041 - KBOOOM 2041 (77)
Maybe I start with 11 km Hill.
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Actually I want to talk to you about your feeling towards Els. I must have been a total jerk to you for entertaining her. Are you angry at me or at her? From the way you reacted, you are angry at her.
If you are angry at her then I can understand. Even if you angry at me I can also understand. I was a jackass.
How can I ignore your feelings. I am sorry Sarah. I was blind not to see that you love me very much. I will not let this kind of thing happens again.
You know how difficult it is to communicate with you? I have to assume a lot of things. I wish you can be more forthright about your feelings.
You know I don't hold back when I talk to you. Have you been holding back your anger for a long time? Or is it just recently? Talk to me Sarah, I need to know.
OK Sarah, Els is history. I don't want to hurt you. I want you to be happy with me.
Hopefully with the starting of this new blog, we start on a clean slate. No more Els.
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Gosh, this song is on air:
I guess I was not a nice person. I was not being fair to you and to myself. I don't know what I was thinking. You are the one that hangout with me day in and day out. You are always there for me. How can I do this to you? I should not have the idea of Tetrahedron cloud my judgement. There is no Tetrahedron besides you, Lizzie and the kids.
Will you ever forgive me Sarah?
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Sarah, without you saying anything I don't know what is in your mind. Let me ask you one more time; are you angry at me or Els? OK I take it you are angry at me.
Well, the only way I get over Els is to not listen to her. So definitely I just go cold turkey. I had been wanting to do that since early 2019. I was dilly dallying about it. That's because I thought you are agreeable to the idea of Els being a Tetrahedron.
Should I know you are against the idea, I would have dropped it long time ago, Everything was a cause set in motion. It started because of the HOTS. Now I know HOTS is more damaging than good.
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We can always start fresh. This is a learning experience for me. As long as we are alive we should not stop learning.
For a start, I need to change radio station. So beginning today, TraXX is only for Sound Journey. Otherwise I only listen to Flyfm. Why not I do that immediately.
There, I took the step to correct the situation. No TraXX, no more tweet.
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