Friday, 26 June 2020

26/4/20 ***Lunch break

I'm taking a break while waiting for Lizzie to renew our house fire insurance.

I got to collect my phone back.  Wasted 4 days for nothing.

My thoughts linger toward Els.  I think I am part guilty for making her shy away from me.  I am acting as a crazy person.  I was obsessed with her.  What can I say?  She is what I ever wanted in a girl; smart, funny and goofy.  However I didn't expect her to dye her hair red.  Plus she is not reciprocating.  Time to let her go.  Maybe I am prejudice.  The truth is I can't tolerate her eccentricity.

Basically she scared the hell out of me.  Well out of sight, out of mind.  I am not going back to TraXX.

That should eliminate one crazy episode out of my life.  It will never work. I knew it from the very beginning.  As I said, I needed a muse.  I think now I can do away with that.

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